Waiting is the slowest kind of torture...

I've been on this mothership called Earth for 21 years so far.
I'm very awkward and artsy.
I fell in love with awkward before I realized how awkward I was.
So we're kind of perfect for each other.
I sold my soul for rock n' roll.
I'm looking for my musical soul mate.
Above all things I believe in love.
There's nothing wrong with cheesy.
I love conspiracy theories.
I am paranoid about way too many things.
I'm self-deprecating to a fault.
And I'm on the merry-go-round of life at the moment.
I go in circles and I never really get anywhere.
I'm trying to find the right place to stop.
I'm stuck as to if I feel more like a child or an adult.